She fucking hates me, lalala love.

Date: Saturday, September 13, 2008
Posted at: 1:16 PM

I was thinkin the whole night what did i exactly did wrong?
I'm like that cause i'm too afraid to lose you.
I just wanted to last long with you.
I'm i wrong to think that way?
Or maybe you dontwant it to be that way?
Forget what you promised me?
You promise to accompany me after teachers' day
But did you? I didnt get angry for that cause i'm afraid you say i'm petty.
Sayin i'm petty i get angry for minor problems.
I've tried to change the way i am.
I didnt get angry cause of that.
I saw what you wrote on your table.
But you lied to me sayin it was ardella.
I trust you and didnt even asked bout it again.
Til,tenghan saw your diary header ' YOUR SMILE MAKE MY DAY '
Its obvious its you the one who wrote it.
But why cant you tell me?
You dont trust me,no.
Sayin i might get the wrong idea.
Wrong idea? Its obvious you're sayin someone.
Diary also dont let me see
Got time dontwant accompany me instead accompany other guy
What's this? Ask yourself do you even trust me?
Ask yourself when did you try to make it just for me?
Ask yourself when did you try to meet me?
Everything i do is just for you
In the end? You get angry and there goes my apology.
Everyhing is my fault for being this,this,that,that.
Sometimes,i'm wonderin do you ever treat me as your boyfr.
Forget it.