Date: Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Posted at: 5:22 PM

Sorry for everything. Now,your answer is a ' no '. When i heard that is like a superhero without powers end of the world. And feel like dying. I only can blame myself for choosin such a outcome i shouldnt have. Even if you think that last time i say sorry for fun but this time i mean it. But,its too late the time cant be rewind anymore. My sore throat is already killing me but after your answer i'm dying faster. I know i'm nothing compared to him. Everything i say is useless now. This isnt the ending that i want. I dontknow why everytime i think of the memories we had my tears will fall without me letting it to.

A HERO WITHOUT POWERS
Date: Sunday, September 28, 2008
Posted at: 8:23 PM

Okay,today i'll be a MR NICE GUY. Intro songs to you guys again. But dont ever dl le then go gey kiang say i also have hor cb i hate that attitude.

Womanizer - Britney Spears
That's Right - Three 6 Mafia Feat. Akon
Bust My Windows - Trey Songz
Down To The Wire - TC Feat. Brandy
There For You - Dontae Ft. Atozzio
Forever - Sophia Fresh Ft. Akon
Open Heart - Justin Garner
Always A Day Too Late - Claude Kelly
Just Dance Remix - Lady Gaga Feat. Kardinal Offishall
I Got It - Qasual
All In - Brutha
I Know You Miss Me - T.I

That's all ba. Listen,like it download it. Cant find it ask from me. Lastly,enjoy ~
Date: Saturday, September 27, 2008
Posted at: 9:33 PM

Today went out to meet iceh,vincent and jinhao study. Went library and iceh came later. Crapped and went to eat longjohn. Went back library til 7.30. Iceh go home me vincent jinhao go hougang plaza there see they all pratice dragon dance. 8.30 vincent and jinhao cabbed to hg point i bus-ed home.
Sorry xuanyi you know my reasons

And,til today i still cant study dontknow what for fuckin reason the notes cant go in my head. I open the book feel like sleepin. I also want to study.

I'M REALLY TRYING TO CHANGE..
THERE'S A PLACE FOR YOU IN MY HEART AND NO ONE CAN REPLACE IT.
I CAN BE DUMB FOREVER FOR YOU.
LAST TIME WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES I SAW THE REST OF MY LIFE.
MAYBE,IT WAS JUST MY SILLY THOUGHTS AGAIN.
Date:
Posted at: 11:57 AM

;O Stupid face haha

Date: Thursday, September 25, 2008
Posted at: 7:04 PM

REGRETS
I got a feeling you dont anymore. This is your first time treatin me like this and i swear it hurts. Now,i only can sleep and dream when we're together. Everytime i close my eyes i see you. I really regret. I hope that i didnt gave up and you wont.
TIME MACHINE NEEDED
Date: Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Posted at: 8:07 PM



I'm sorry for everything. I admit that i regret for sayin that to you. I just wanted you to be happy to hate me and to forget the memories and be with him to avoid the past when we're together but it seems like i'm wrong bout you damn wrong. I'm sorry i dontknow what got into me either. Just wanted to say sorry..
Date: Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Posted at: 8:54 PM

Ohhh..new blog song x] Dead And Gone - T.I You can also find it in his new album Paper Trail. Good album but still not yet release in Singapore. Still waitin for one nice song lyrics so i can put the scroller for you guys to see. Hope the lyrics come out soon. And comment on my new blog song thanks ;D
Date: Saturday, September 20, 2008
Posted at: 10:50 PM

I THINK I'M GONNA TURN BACK AND LEAVE FOR GOOD NOW. YAYA,IMMA KID.
IF ONLY I CAN FORGET HER NOW EVERYTHING CAN BE SOLVE. IF THIS WORLD GOT A MACHINE THAT CAN SUCK OUT CERTAIN MEMORIES THAT I DONTWANT I'LL PAY ANY PRICE FOR IT.
Date:
Posted at: 9:02 PM

I JUST CANT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU AINT MINE ANYMORE.
I MISS THE DAYS SO MUCH WHEN YOU'RE RIGHT BY SIDE I SWEAR.
SHE LEFT ME JUST LIKE THAT AND SHE'S NOT TURNING BACK ANYMORE.
BUT,I'LL STAND AND WAIT ON THE SPOT WHERE YOU LET GO MY HAND AND WALK AWAY.
I DONT THINK YOU STILL MISS ME.
TODAY YOU DIDNT MESSAGE ME TIL I DO.
MAYBE YOU LIKE THEM.
IF THIS GO ON I DONT THINK I CAN REALLY STUDY.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH..

Just came home from hougang plaza. Went to mall library study as SA is coming you see. But i cant study w/o her dontknow why. Crapped with vincent,chunwee and jinhao haha! Saw a quite chio de zhabor which look like malay in the library me and vincent ask chunwee to get her number and she gave us woo. Went with vincent to top floor to wait for him to smoke finish and went for dinner. Saw samantha mummy at hg plaza kopitiam chat say hello went to eat and wait for xuanyi they all to come they tio chase out haha.

Then,vincent and chunwee went home we go look for carpark but cant find so i went home. Now watchin new drama quite nice la while waitin for hotshot episode 9 and to waste time because i found out that when i miss her the time pass damn slow. 黑糖群侠传 Nice show. T.I New album - Paper trail not bad. That's all for today bye. ;D


Sabrina,not chunwee want to ask for the number de la is vincent and me ask him to go de cause he handsome marh sure ask de dao. So..dont sad le.



EVEN I WAS BLIND,I'LL BE FINE.
AS LONG AS YOU'RE MINE.
Date: Thursday, September 18, 2008
Posted at: 7:58 PM



SHE LEFT ME AND SHE'S NOT TURNING BACK ANYMORE. YESTERDAY NIGHT I HAD A WEIRD DREAM. DREAMING SHE'S STILL WITH ME BUT WHEN I WOKE UP SHE'S WASNT ANYMORE. MAYBE I MISS THE DAYS SHE'S BY MY SIDE. IF ONLY I CAN CONTINUE SLEEPING LONGER AND NEVER WAKE UP AND THAT WILL BE THE BEST DREAM AND A BEST SLEEP EVER. SHE'LL NEVER COME BACK ANYMORE. WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS DOESNT MATTER. YOUR FUTURE WONT BE IN MY HANDS IT WILL BE IN OTHER GUYS. I KNOW YOU STILL CANT FORGET HIM SO I RATHER YOU FORGET ME THAN TO FORGET HIM. THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES .





FLASH-BACK MEMORIES
BETTER OFF DEAD
Date: Monday, September 15, 2008
Posted at: 7:22 PM

HAPPY FIRST MONTH GIRLFR ;D
So today after school went to mac eat and went to xuanyi's house to play block catchin. Play play play then vincent came and join in. After a few rounds me and him hide together we hide in the something like a closet for fire hose i was hidin beside his closet. Weiliang and changhui catcher . Suddenly i heard someone comin from the lift so i close my door . Then i heard vincent talkin to someone i thought it was weiliang but the voice dont sounds like so i try to open and take a look suddenly the police say oi boy come out. Waa hoseh hong kan LOL

All come back give student pass and i think this is the 3rd or 4th time tio caught by police cause of playin catchin haha. Okay that's all bye.
Date: Sunday, September 14, 2008
Posted at: 1:29 PM

Grave mistake i made yesterday. Hope she'll forgive me
Let me see..okay today i intro songs ba be a good guy. If you trust my taste listen to it if dont trust dont listen but if its nice must say intro by XINHAO hor. Haha

Lil Eddie - The One That Got Away
V Factory - Supermodel
Young Jezzy - Showtime
Neyo's new album - Year Of The Gentleman ( 12 Tracks )
Colby O'Donis - Sophisticated Bad Girl
Pussycat Dolls ft. Diddy, Rock City & Fatman Scoop - When I Grow Up(Official Remix)
Brian - My Goodbye
Donnie Klang - Beautiful Escape
Git Fresh - Blow Me A Kiss

ENJOY.! x]
Date: Saturday, September 13, 2008
Posted at: 11:54 PM

SO MUCH FOR YOUR LOVE. NOW YOU TELLIN ME YOU DONTKNOW THIS DONTKNOW THAT. WHAT YOU EXACTLY WANT? TREATIN ME LIKE A FOOL? ;O SAYIN I'M PETTY THIS THAT NOW YOU TREAT ME LIKE A FOOL. SO MUCH FOR WASTIN MY 2HOURS TODAY TO SHOP FOR OUR GIFT SO MUCH FOR JIO-IN VINCENT AND PEPPS OUT. SO MUCH FOR MISSIN YOU SO MUCH. IN THE END? WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN? IDK IDK IDK .

FUCK IS MY FAVOURITE WORD x]
Date:
Posted at: 1:16 PM

I was thinkin the whole night what did i exactly did wrong?
I'm like that cause i'm too afraid to lose you.
I just wanted to last long with you.
I'm i wrong to think that way?
Or maybe you dontwant it to be that way?
Forget what you promised me?
You promise to accompany me after teachers' day
But did you? I didnt get angry for that cause i'm afraid you say i'm petty.
Sayin i'm petty i get angry for minor problems.
I've tried to change the way i am.
I didnt get angry cause of that.
I saw what you wrote on your table.
But you lied to me sayin it was ardella.
I trust you and didnt even asked bout it again.
Til,tenghan saw your diary header ' YOUR SMILE MAKE MY DAY '
Its obvious its you the one who wrote it.
But why cant you tell me?
You dont trust me,no.
Sayin i might get the wrong idea.
Wrong idea? Its obvious you're sayin someone.
Diary also dont let me see
Got time dontwant accompany me instead accompany other guy
What's this? Ask yourself do you even trust me?
Ask yourself when did you try to make it just for me?
Ask yourself when did you try to meet me?
Everything i do is just for you
In the end? You get angry and there goes my apology.
Everyhing is my fault for being this,this,that,that.
Sometimes,i'm wonderin do you ever treat me as your boyfr.
Forget it.
Date: Friday, September 12, 2008
Posted at: 4:11 PM


A music video the song from hotshot nice song x]
Date: Thursday, September 11, 2008
Posted at: 10:34 PM

Woo! Finally my internet can view the imeem page x] Another unreleased song 5/5 for it. I was listening this song for 2weeks + le trust my taste this song is nice ;D
LYRICS : THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY - LIL EDDIE

Is it really you, can't expect to come to you - not today.
It must've been atleast a year or two since the last time I seen your face.
Aint nothing that new, been doing the usual, good to know that you're okay.
Its a shame you had to go so fast but take care anyway.
How could I ever let her walk out on my life.
And why did I ever treat her anything less then kind.
My only reply, guess I was a foolish guy.
And I should've taken out more time to say all the simple things like; 'You're so beautiful'
every single chance I get, I let her know.
Maybe if I could, I truely believe she would've stayed. Cause I really could just kick myself today.
She's the one that got away. Sure she's moved on, probably deep gone,
with someone who treats her right. I can't imagine the time they're
then they're finally satisfied. Could've been the one,
I was so dumb to let her walk out of my life.
Guess I just have to live with the fact she's happy although she's no longer mine's.
How could I ever let her walk out on my life.
And why did I ever treat her anything less then kind.
My only reply, guess I was a foolish guy.
And I should've taken out more time to say all the simple things like; 'You're so beautiful'
every single chance I get, I let her know.
Maybe if I could, I truely believe she would've stayed.
Cause I really could just kick myself today.
She's the one that got away. Guess it's my lost and I understand the cost.
Should've stepped up, too scared, I waited too long.
But now she's out of my reach, no one else to blame but me.
Lesson learned, I would never take for granted true love again.
Love again, yeah, oh oh. Cause I miss you, oh oh.
Never take for granted. All the simple things like; 'You're so beautiful'
every single chance I get, I let her know. Maybe if I could,
I truely believe she would've stayed. Cause I really could just kick myself today.
She's the one that got away. You're beautiful.
I wanna let her how much I love her. You would've stayed.
I know now it's my fault that I let you get away. Oh, no no.

Date: Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Posted at: 8:02 PM

Today is the last day hope my sufferings are worth it.

Today late for school pei wayne go point walk walk then go back school saw mr lee and mdm martini tio caught hair ;O Blahblahblah. Not in the mood to post so..BYE.



Dota olympics haha thanks bryan for intro quite a nice vid those who play dota might understand more
Date: Monday, September 8, 2008
Posted at: 8:56 PM

All i got to say bout today is boring~ ;O Not in a good mood though cai lao shi and didnt came today and many free periods but still dont have the mood. After school went to eat takeaway and we all sit at the badminton like retards eatin like its our home and to say that the badminton court is like in the middle of nowhere. Everybody walk pass point point point laugh laugh laugh ;O Worst thing today is Xuanyi -.- Not in a good mood you see still play with the chilli sauce he fuckin threw it like shootin high angle then * Teewwwww-Piak ! * Guess what? Hit my shirt. That's when i get more fed up and more moodless and i threw a mash potato from kfc and its mine it hit brandon's arm,bag,weiliang's bag,yingcong's hair ;O Sorry brothers not in the mood you see. So went toliet wash my shirt my face and brandon wash his bag heng he doesnt mind.

Went back packed and moved to a nearby void deck and they study i play basketball. Now my basketball sucks as sucky as ever. You know,i'm never good in anything but it cheer my up played with gordon,jinlian,jason and their friends. Played a few match brandon and jinhao came and join in the fun. They gtg so we went back sit there rest,slack while they study and i did study abit. I only do 5questions from my science assesment book 1 of the question is done by me and the other 4 is copy from the answer sheet behind heee x] Now damn afraid might go na but no mood what can i do? Only music and hotshot help my time pass faster. Hotshot is gettin more and more exciting x] And my music is gettin more and more. 4GB of music in itune but 1/5 is lj music 2/5 is soso 2/5 is unreleased music or rather haven release in SG. Bye

SHE'S A 10 POINT HOTTIE FROM THE HEAD TO THE TOE. SHE'S A-SUPERMODEL,SUPERMODEL!~
Date: Sunday, September 7, 2008
Posted at: 8:31 PM









Woo,Cwalk cwalk and more cwalk. Enjoy x]
Date: Friday, September 5, 2008
Posted at: 11:56 AM



This is only the 2nd day and i just cant help missing you. To me one day is like 10days please god let this 1week end faster.
How i wish i can speed up the time to thurs now. Hope you really keep your promise come back to me after this one week.
ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
I'M COUNTING THE DAYS
THAT I CAN FINALLY
SEE YOU


Date: Thursday, September 4, 2008
Posted at: 7:52 PM



This video makes some sense in the situation i'm in now. Btw,this is an unreleased song x]
Date:
Posted at: 5:06 PM

Suddenly you wanted a break and its a 1week break. I've tried to forget everything bout you for just 1week but i cant make it
in just 2hours . I know maybe we're too close i didnt invade your privacy or try to control you? I've tried everything to be your best boyfr. What's this ? Maybe we're really too close but that is because i cant afford to lose you . I'm asking myself this
why cant i be a heartless guy ? One after another or rather have and have again . If i can really be a heartless guy this problem
will be solved i wont be missing you,thinking of how to survive through the 1week. Since you told me you're selfish.
Get back to me when you feel like to. Thanks for the memories ; i wont blame you if anything happens to me,my friend.

SA2 coming soon in bout 3weeks time goodluck everyone .